We’re all losing our liveliness I’ve spent a lot of time in enclosed spaces With people who were rapidly losing love for me Feelings wasted Nothing was learned from this Gaining only emptiness This aching wont rest in me To those people who used me I’m not a replacment I’m not a learning experience Or…

Even if you leave this room; You could never leave this room The absences that stay with you When you break the silence its like nails in my ears Frantically impatient and it causes so much hate in us Delusions of persecution Of perception Oblique droughts Enormous disarrangements Depersonalize the changing emptiness Theres nothing elegant…

Skip to Tomorrow Theres a million things I’d rather be doing  Right now Than trying to fall asleep I keep my grudges I don’t hold back Perchance to dream There was no moon leading my way Life as we had known it Irrelevant information Unfashionable Permanently disapproving Radical acceptance SUPERSTITIOUS Let me tell you about…

“Zack’s loose again! Let’s bring him back!” My siblings and I race through the door, wrangling the giant yellow lab by his bright blue collar, rightfully returning him. Heading back home, we wait for dusk. Put out after dinner with the other kids. We lay out the rules. We pick The Hunter. Heading into the…

You disappeared when you were dying It’s scary when The next time you see someone They are drastically different Drastically sicker I kept waiting for you to come out again To have one more conversation Just like always Instead A silence fell over your house that day Hot mid summer Humid afternoon When they took…

I am not rolling with the punches I am taking each one personally These clouds calm me Discomfort drifting Only for a minute My blood turns cold I don’t know what comes over me The Ghosts of that city followed me Cheap value The life was being sucked from me Grim ambient lighting The only…

Ebbing and flowing self-hatred  Always Covered in white with a blanket of snow Enter by the trail marker  Her body lays surrounded  Like a snake in the tall grass Seasons changing The sun burning from bright white-yellow to  Burning orange and red We were closer when I was further away  I thought you had to…

Lessons about saviors and ghosts Bitter over someone Should I feel bad for you? All the hurt you preach, you’ve done to me I was never happy  I was just less pissed off If she weren’t writing in blood  She’d live longer What time of day do you get the most sad I hope you…

Isolation is a hell of a thing  Silence is a hell of a thing I got opinions you don’t want to hear  Because you couldn’t handle it My heart flutters Feel the pit in my stomach  My mind is scarier than any place you’ve ever been I give a new meaning to Fuck around and…