Nameless Hour

We’re all losing our liveliness

I’ve spent a lot of time in enclosed spaces

With people who were rapidly losing love for me

Feelings wasted

Nothing was learned from this

Gaining only emptiness

This aching wont rest in me

To those people who used me

I’m not a replacment

I’m not a learning experience

Or an accomplishment you conquered

Who’s your shitty mother that couldn’t raise you better

The things we cant do over in life

The secrets we hide

The hours we waste

Dying inside

Self induced spiral

Faces frozen in time

Memories you wish were a lie

Late nights in sleazy places

I guess I’m over those phases

But I miss it

I’m living my whole life wanting to go backwards

I can almost taste it

I’m always chasing it

Traveling hours by train for rushed weekends away

I hide my secrets in little boxes around my brain

I save them for rainy days so I can

Suffer over them